--unpretty.

So, I have my days where I dont look my best or always feel my best either.
And I usually solve that by indulging myself in strawberry ice cream, cookies, and a good movie.[no weight gain in doing so.] or I just web browse.
&& Im having one of those days today.
Snow day, and im forced to just be in the house, bored&alone.
Youtube--the best website ever made.
I found someone on there today worth blogging about..
Dont know her from a can of paint, but her videos are cute.
check em'.

My Purpose

person 1: 'so have you found your purpose of being yet?'

person 2: 'actually I have, & I've came to realize that my purpose is to find out what exactly the purpose of being is'

person 1: 'wow..., thats deep.'

so you walk around, zombie like; in a dead/reality like body, because your reality is really actually when yhur asleep. && you search vigorously for some type of answer to why things are happenin' to you, the way they are. Why your life is screwed or why you find yhurself in fucked up situations. So you embark on a self-discovery, soul searching journey for answers. But theres no one or nothing that can answer those simple questions becuz these simple answers lie within you. and only you know that no one ever really finds their purpose of being, even when you think you have, you know you havent.